Rosemarie's Demented Thoughts

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61997852011-06-06T16:51:10.055-07:00Rosemarie's Demented Thoughts"OH if God left something out of you...it was only to fill with with HIMself..."rosemariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11802751609632377318noreply@blogger.comBlogger401100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6199785.post-1087811806563879842004-06-21T02:46:00.000-07:002004-06-21T02:56:46.563-07:00

HI!!![hi frend...have a super awesome day!!!] dono wut to say but yeah... dear friend.... hi how r u? hope ur gr8...we dont talk much but its kool...we keep some type of communication...hope u have a great summer...n enjoy it all...n i know u will...ur the type of person who would be so positive...negativity basically does not exist...ok bye! fave quote right now: "a thousand mile journey begins

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[[Feel the fuckin wrath of my thorns!!!]] wen everything seems to fall apart u find that the strength that u've been lookin for was within u the whole entire time i chose to be happy n now i am i may have my moments..but overall there is no need to be depressed who wins in being sad all the time wut wud i be proving? if i stayed sad, i'd prove that i had officially quit living my life and that

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thank you for the gift! THANKS: ate ali for all ur advice..mwah much mahalz! teresa for bein U..smile... TEAMWORK! jane the inspiration to keep goin ate jess...for... joseph...u rock and u know why ITO AY AKING KAKAYANIN... kayang kaya ko!

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ok so by now u know...vinnie and i ...have called it quits..super sadness on my part. i dint expect it or maybe i dint wanna believe. but it happens i guess...i still held that hope that it would all work out. but obviously he dint. and i understand that...it feels like everythings fallin apart and its all my fault...the reasons i dont wanna say..but thats how i feel this pain and sadness..that

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so much has happened... im not upset at anyone just at me i guess this was the LOW i was trying to prepare myself for...

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YAY ROSE WENT TO THE GYM!!! haha it was funn goin with jane, jess, and jermiah...damn the 3 Js n im the random R hahaah..you know! I LOVE CATHY..jess' cuzin she's soo frekain easy to talk to i swear... teresa was super cute and esp. with her cute freakin smile hahaa u know! i love ate jess...and jane...they rock..and ali she's a the sweetheart. but the one i keep thinkin about is dorrk

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wowzahs...im so happy...i miss him...n i think he's listening to what im mumbling haha loser! hahah...i love keepin him in the dark..."what u say?" vinnie's great...he makes happy and he makes me laff ...haha silly dood...hahaah man o mann...haha...gr8 stuff i like him a lot...hah like a lot..and i look forward to talkin to him..hhah.... U HAVE TO WAIT! HAHAAHAH dooofus!!! I WANNA SEE HIM SOO

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maybe the reason why im always sleepy is cuz i sleep late. grr gotta fix that. IM SUPER HAPPY. CANT WIPE THE GRIN ON MY FACE HAPPY. b/c finally im allowed to talk to the one person ive been yearnin to talk to, ever since... its cool with my parents and everything is fine and dandy. im praying it'll stay this way. HE MAKES ME HAPPY...even tho we dont see each other that much..each moment counts.

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interesting...: Putting anything above God for any reason is idolatry. (Exodus 20:4-5) Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth: Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers

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gmornin y'all! haha yeah my last entry was really short eh? good stuff hahah i have a crappload of things to do. must stop procrastinating. concerning fam issues. it is getting way better...haha btw wen i mentioned ate ali my mom goes "did she let you borrow the rest of the movie?" ***meaning anime*** hahaahha i was laffing...she's into it! haha. so wenever i need to have her just chill i

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sleepy...major. today i drank every single kind of cold drink (ex. : starbucks, vanilla creme frap, strawberry banana smoothie, n mango boba. nice i was cold..freakin skirt. THINGS ARE GETTIN BETTER i love anime...i swear. its b/c ate ali. ok nevermind been hangin out with my d1 and its been muchos fun stuff. haha i swear we dont do much but its funn. he makes me laff and i love that. i'd

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i havent blogged nor written in my jrnl for ages. caught up in the busyness of life. my thought...one that ive been havin the hardest time to live up to is not to live for other ppl but to live for urself to live my life savoring each and every moment. i spend the majority of my day worrying about things..and the easiest thing to me is to ignore my probs and just run away (mentally) yet it doesnt

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Anger rises at each word you say Words that cause wounds to run deep Nightmares of life keep me from sleep You destroy my faith, clouds have turned grey Erase me from existence The last drop of your innocence To reveal the reality That you're nothing without me.

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GRRR! mom makes me angry! argh! THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL O SO BYOOTIFUL FRENDS FOR MAKIN MY BDAY SO GR8..much loves from rose! for the past week its been chaos like no other. hard to breathe as it is. all the sh*t thats been happenin makes it worse. im thankful for my gr8 frends...hahaah GO OOBERS...WOOT WOOT! ***got none*** i no like skool rite now. makes me feel very stoopid for not

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DARE TO DREAM AND REACH FOR DA STARS MY DREAM: my dream was about this engagement ring that stayed in this blue velvet box. I was part of the team that worked to preserve it n keep out of the wrong hands. Wut happens if it does is that all of the fairy tales : snow white, Cinderella, would disappear from existence and the world of dreams. Well my frend in my dream was at a day care center wit me

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DARE TO DREAM AND REACH FOR DA STARS!!! H8D C3lica94: society has shaped most of us to believe there is only one person out ther that WILL love us H8D C3lica94: so we search for that one single person H8D C3lica94: then we get desperate and make ourselve believe that this is the person H8D C3lica94: and so we fall for the thought of love maiChAnCe2DaNcE: dont create drama where its not necessary

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DARE TO DREAM AND REACH FOR DA STARS!!! H8D C3lica94: i surely wouldnt want to be known as the present maiChAnCe2DaNcE: what about the forever maiChAnCe2DaNcE: ? maiChAnCe2DaNcE: aww maiChAnCe2DaNcE: so nice H8D C3lica94: unless its an agreement that we arent gonna be together for a long time maiChAnCe2DaNcE: then i could go...hey will u b my forever? maiChAnCe2DaNcE: dood thats a good one ((

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DARE TO DREAM AND REACH FOR DA STARS!!!

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DARE TO DREAM AND REACH FOR DA STARS!!! tayo mag ocho ocho!....blah blah blah blah...hahah o yeah...im so proud of the outfit i chose for jane pearl for star search! haha o heck yeah man...BAH BAM baby! hahah...she's beautiful to begin with...wasnt much of a challenge...tee hee....yay..SMILE!... TERESA ROCKS MY WORLD! i love her smile and the way her voice sounds... Ate ALI is such a cutie...

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HOLa! Im not as GRR as i was the last time i made an entry... but i've been sleepin so much lately its gr8! except for the other night wen i finished at around 2 am for my paper. very proud of it i must say. hahah woot woot...who slik who slick?! but its not smart of me to leave it to the last min. but i've got until wed to edit and perfect it. hahah o yeah... takin charge of what i can. so

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wowzahs! the gym rocks...gotta try n work out more often so that i can freakin get rid of all the pent up anger. ya know ya know...grrr i hate it wen ppl act like know it alls and swear their the shit. fuck it. sorrie im not as cool as u are...grr... mebbe im just too sensitive. or maybe im just tired of it maybe i need to get away from it all answer all of the above. dont ask who its about or

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batacattack02: aww batacattack02: thats sorta funny, if i went to prayer..id be like "god, could u just give me a valentine next year? or how about a year round one??" batacattack02: hahaha ate tiff's super gr8 haaah good stuff woot woot! haha crazyness happened yesterday..wowzahs! ***ask me about it*** hahah that is if u wants to brr fingers are cold.... TERESA IS THE GR8EST..haaha "dood ur soo

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wow funn stuff today...debut practice wasnt all that bad. i think its cuz i prayed about it. or my auntie had a chat with the group b4 we arrived there. the guys were oddly nice to us. it would suck to think that the group was nice to us cuz auntie told them to be but hey i'll take it. as long as they dont ruin my day im fine. it was sooo funny i swear..but im not gonna say wut happend cuz u haf

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maiChAnCe2DaNcE: this chick in my class was like sayin man my boobs hurt and i go yeah i swear...n the guy at our table was like "la ti da da" maiChAnCe2DaNcE: hhaah maiChAnCe2DaNcE: the girl has weiner dogs maiChAnCe2DaNcE: n we talk about it maiChAnCe2DaNcE: the guy goes "yeah u have to bring a pic of them!" maiChAnCe2DaNcE: she goes " u want me to bring a pic of my weiners?!" maiChAnCe2DaNcE:

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WTF! FREAKIN A! WAS READING OLD ENTRIES AND I CAME ACROSS JAN 8 WHERE IN THE END OF MY ENTRY IT TALKS ABOUT HAVING A FUCKING THIRD ARM AND A JOB OPPORTUNITY IN THE TOBACCO INDUSTRY...BLAHS...MANN IM SOOO FREAKIN PISSED... i dont want people to think that im that type of person....hell no! shit...wutever i dont know how someone was able to freakin get into my blog.... been so busy this week its

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wow mann so much has happened..i cant freakin summarize it...haha grr..neways yeah...here's a cool convo btween me and chris llanes: N0B0DYsp3cial: like today i went to church, and i saw this old couple and the husband looked very fragile and everything, and the wife had her arm around him comforting him and everything, and even those his body was all frail, like he still had a smile on his

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Grrr..feel mucho sick..this sucks...ack o well freakin a. a lot has happened but my mind doesnt feel like remembering..feel pain everytime i do some freakin easy task its so gettin me mad...tryin to think of the whole mind over matter but i doubt its working...grr..I PRAYED A LOT TODAY...im happy...although my physical state may not be the best at least my spiritual side is gettin a lil healthier

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wow its been a long time... anyways a lot has happened i wish i could just magically transfer the words that litter my journal pages onto this comp and edit out some personal stuff haha..but yeah...on the third i went to a memorial for a distant cuzin who died while fishing... MAJOR SADNESS...:( what got me more was the fact that i had no idea who he was or the family i was surrounded with.

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hey all...hope u guys are doing gr8..grr gotta do the laundry today and iron...wowzers..but its k...gotta help out da fam..u know u know...garsh still gotta learn how to cook..esp. those filipino dishes..gotta be prepared for wen im older...cuz u know there's NOTHING like home made food...woot woot..makin me hungry o baby o baby...well have fun u guys...miss u...i will hang out in sd..sometime

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ATE JESS thank u sooo much for everything...mahal na mahal kita...i cant imagine it without u...i swear...u spoil me..haha jk lang mommy....lucky to have u in my life and at times im left speechless at how well u know my..u always make me smile and for that thanks... Carl rocks...b/c...he's a pretty boy who doesnt know it...and is funn to talk to...haha he i forgot to mention that he brought

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wowzers wat a week i swear! anyways had the gr8est time chillin with carl on the 26th we just hung out at home and looked at albums and yr books and realized that we knew each others frends but not each other till now....i swear the world keeps gettin smaller..haha but its gr8 cuz everyone is connected much like the belief that with one smile u can change the moods of other ppls thru a chain

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ahah Merry Christmas!...im happy glad i can relax and do nada for long periods of time.but actually i read a 300 plus page book and i loved it hardcore is called Bridget Jones the edge of reason. i love reading its good stuff...haah she calls dumb ppl "fuckwits" and single ppl "singletons" so im a singleton haha i love it...i swear i'd be laffing outta nowhere and my fam would go...ugh the book

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today sucked....first part rocked...beach i like...n den it went downhill j marie rabbit: how was it maiChAnCe2DaNcE: ugly maiChAnCe2DaNcE: worst day maiChAnCe2DaNcE: blah maiChAnCe2DaNcE: bah humbug j marie rabbit: sorry maiChAnCe2DaNcE: sis made me rush get her shit i payed for it... maiChAnCe2DaNcE: rushed to get to winchester... maiChAnCe2DaNcE: found out no need.. maiChAnCe2DaNcE: headed to

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THANKS ate for helping me...argh im tired like no other..garsh darnit...blahs...feel so outta it...damn...neways nite....see? i did blog!!!

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Im really blessed to have my frends in my life... thank u so much for always bein there u guyses!!! who cares about bein alone...as long as i got my frends...thats all that matters mann at times it can be frustrating... ate jess says im bitter about guys and yes maybe i am im skurd... SHE DOESNT MAKE ME CRY INTENTIONALLY rite now i gots to concentrate on priorities... positivity and achieving

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maiChAnCe2DaNcE: pic of the rose in the cup? maiChAnCe2DaNcE: first theres the pink rose... maiChAnCe2DaNcE: then the water the glass is half fulll maiChAnCe2DaNcE: hhahahh maiChAnCe2DaNcE: nice maiChAnCe2DaNcE: muchos j marie rabbit: oh speaking of half full j marie rabbit: thursday.. j marie rabbit: when you went to apologize to andrew for being all weird on the phone..you said, "sorry i was

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wowserz i like the movie...LOVE DONT COST A THING....Ive watched the older version but i cant choose a fave from the 2...HONEY was a good movie...and yes...JESSICA ALBA IS HOTT..hhah but yeah...er...anyways..much has happened but i'll write later...

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Tayo mag ocho ocho! hahaa jk..neways yeah mann imma newbie although ive been a guest many times b4 heck yeah mann. i love my frends im so super dee duper lucky and im pretty slow at comp. stuff..so this might be my first and last entry haha jk jk....ok my demented thoughts argh they freakin drive me nuts...WHEW....dont get on my bad side.... LOVE IS LIKE A WILD ROSE, BEAUTIFUL AND DELICATE YET

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Welcome to Rosemarie's Demented Thoughts. This is where you can have a peak at how this woman attempts to rationale through life. i am your tour guide Jessica. Join me on this crazy adventure through the mind of Rosemarie Relente. Please keep your hand and legs in the vehicle at all time. We may experience some turbulence on our journey, but have no fear, no one has reported being succumbed by

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